forever God is faithful

i was listening to a shania twain cover today of ‘you’re still the one’ and started to cry like a baby thinking of everything that Jesus has walked me thru. i must have listened to that song on a loop for an hour.

I remember walking into a church for the first time, tormented by demons, and the way people looking at me like ‘what did sin did you commit that you’re so tormented?’… some of the people were nice to me, but most looked at me with pity like i was not ever going to be ok… they would pray and pray… i went from deliverance ministry to deliverance ministry… and then i met Jesus… i cried out to Him and met Him. ❤

Jesus walked me out of the depths of hell step by step and it took years. Himself. He held my hand and helped me get off all the illegal drugs i was addicted to and then the legal ones, taught me how to say “no, thats a bad idea”. He held my hand all the way thru it and never let go of me. He taught me how to think. Clearly. He opened my eyes to the demons in the church and showed me i was not crazy (even though i was the only one who could see it). He walked me out of a toxic adulterous marriage and away from religion and religious people. He walked me out the world. Gave me strength to follow Him. Every step of the way He was with me… along the way He started to change my heart.. and gave me faith…. humbled me… taught me how to be corrected, how to draw boundaries, and how to say no when i was uncomfortable. He taught me how to understand the bible and how to understand prophecy. He showed me how He looks at people and how to speak to others from His Heart. Most of all He showed me that He is Faithful. Even when i have made HUGE mistakes God has been faithful to me. He has become my Husband and my Best Friend. I am humbled and in awe by His Faithfulness. 6 years ago i didnt think i was going to make it… even 3 years ago i didnt think i was going to make it.

I had a vision last year of Jesus holding my hand and walking me out of fiery destruction behind us.

He truly is the Good Shepherd.

I am just feeling super mushy right now and wanted to write.

You’re Still the One

Looks like we made it
Look how far we’ve come, my baby
We mighta took the long way
We knew we’d get there someday
They said, “I bet they’ll never make it”
But just look at us holding on
We’re still together still going strong

You’re still the one I run to
The one that I belong to
You’re still the one I want for life
You’re still the one that I love
The only one I dream of
You’re still the one I kiss goodnight

Ain’t nothin’ better
We beat the odds together
I’m glad we didn’t listen
Look at what we would be missin’
They said, “I bet they’ll never make it”
But just look at us holding on
We’re still together still going strong

2 thoughts on “forever God is faithful

  1. love this…i was born sgsin in my kitchen…nobody there but Jesus…im not taught by man but by Jesus alone…He took me thru th bible and revealed Himself in me…n He told me He didn’t allow anyone else because He want me to know it was Him and only Him n not by ppl praying or rituals or whatever…n i know that I know that I know…it was always only Him…some ppl turn to other ppl or ask fa prayer or whatever…but fa me, there’s only Him n He is enough…i def feel u on this…i didn’t come frm a prayin fam or be surrounded by christisns…n He told me that was His choice…i only know Him…n He is enough…so that I wld always know it was Him…

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  2. Same! I was born again sitting at my desk at work… in an almost empty office. It was Jesus who even had to tell me when my heart was in the right place to cry out for His Spirit.
    I came from a fam of atheist Jews… couldn’t even say His name in my house growing up… God is forever faithful… He always moves in such a way that we KNOW its Him… He shares His Glory with nobody. Ever. ❤

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